I wait a lot in life. I wait for the laundry to finish. I wait for my friend to come online. I wait for marriage. I wait for a lot. I'm just tired of the hum-drum of every day. Every week I wake up, go to school, come home, do my chores, do my homework, have dinner, go online, and sleep. I feel like a hamster on a wheel just constantly running and running and not getting anywhere. I go to school and get stressed out over grades, so I can get into a 'good' college in which i'll be stressed out about midterms, only to then go to a stressful job, until I'm too old to work anymore and am cast aside to an old folk's home or the like. I listen to songs with guys wailing about 'that girl' and I wonder, when will it be my turn to be 'that girl'. It gets more and more depressing every day to realize how insignificant I am. :-/

Very tired from last night! Still have Speech, Stats, and Physics homework to do... Oh joy.

Yesterday at 3:30 am, I got sick :( I literally threw up 2x an hour for about 6 hours. My mom took me to the doctor, and she told me it was stomach flu and gave me a shot to alleviate some of the nauseau. She also prescribed me some pills to help as well. Didn't eat anything solid yesterday, only a popsicle (Which I quickly 'returned' to the toilet soon after) and a cup of chicken broth. Either way, yesterday was a terrible day for me. I did get some good news though- when I went to the doctor and was weighed- the scale said 138! I know i'd be a little lighter from being sick, but even if i'm actually 143 normally-i'm still down 7 pounds from this summer :D