Talent show was a BIG success! It was so much fun, and the rush I got after performing was other-worldly! This weekend is going to be kind of a downer though, i'm just going to be getting my college apps done and studying :( But at least on Tuesday night we'll be leaving for Conneticut! I'm SO excited! We're going to be staying at A's brother's house until sunday. Then on Monday we have a test in Gov *tear* But i'm just looking foward to Thanksgiving when all my college app stuff will be DONE.

I wait a lot in life. I wait for the laundry to finish. I wait for my friend to come online. I wait for marriage. I wait for a lot. I'm just tired of the hum-drum of every day. Every week I wake up, go to school, come home, do my chores, do my homework, have dinner, go online, and sleep. I feel like a hamster on a wheel just constantly running and running and not getting anywhere. I go to school and get stressed out over grades, so I can get into a 'good' college in which i'll be stressed out about midterms, only to then go to a stressful job, until I'm too old to work anymore and am cast aside to an old folk's home or the like. I listen to songs with guys wailing about 'that girl' and I wonder, when will it be my turn to be 'that girl'. It gets more and more depressing every day to realize how insignificant I am. :-/